This is going to be a vent. I am so tired of being the one that has to do EVERYTHING. I have to think of the items we are missing to pack, I have to pack, I have to stay up and make sure that everyone else gets up in time to make a flight, I have to get things together for Noah, I have to do the dishes, take out the trash, and take care of Noah. If I don't get it done, it will NEVER get done. Literally, all coking, cleaning, everything falls on me.
It is even worse when Noah isn't sleeping well and has been tired. Even worse still when I have a headache that just won't go away. I don't know, I'm not trying to be a bitch, I just really have a need to get some support. Is that so wrong of me?
I would seriously consider hiring help if we could afford it. It would be so much more affordable if I had a job right now. Unfortunately I do not. I just need the strength to get it all finished. The strength to stop losing my temper because of my frustrations.
Correction... After sleeping, I realize that sometimes I fly off the handle when I'm exhausted. Jonnie helped a bunch. I mean, yeah I gathered stuff and made sure we had everything. Sure I packed Noah's suitcase, but Jonnie did pack ours. Of course, I still had to do dishes, take out trash and every other household errand there is in life.
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